I'm drowning inside with the fears of what's next  

I'm tearing my mind apart desperate as heck  

One of the goals of a father to love and protect  

Searching the anguish can't describe what's felt  

This whole in heart, it what was full before  

At the hospital waiting when I felt true love  

Night sweats and panic attacks  

Worried to death  

I'm closing my eyes and realizing there's death  

Around the corner emptiness  

There's no other void  

I still can't fathom,  

Please hear me lord  

What am I to do, when I've given my all  

And the life I was given  

It never found you lord  

I'm penning the pain and I beg for mercy  

But if you loved me  

Why would you go and curse me  

I had to come from nothing  

Success and then you trust me  

Precious little life  

Looking like me and I hurting  

 

Transitioning  

Someone tell me this just a bad dream  

Life up here feels feels so free  

Someone tell me this just a bad dream  

Feels so free  

Feels so free  

Someone tell me this just a bad dream  

 

Where's my baby  

Where's my friggin baby  

Life after death floating going crazy  

Lookin for the only part of my heart  

And I pray for another chance heavenly father  

My baby  

Looking for my baby  

Life after death floating going crazy  

Lookin for the only part of my heart  

And I pray for another chance heavenly father  

 

The feelings that you feel are seldom about  

Annunciate or thought about  

Progression is walk it out  

Make decisions that will only get you in my kingdom  ​

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Reverence is the learning  

What it takes to be eternally free  

Discussion is growing let's be keen  

Was never tryna be mean,  

I'm hurt more than you grieve  

The only thing I wanted was the attention of the hearts of men  

​But undivided n slighted by evils plans  

Continuous cycle  

Different times different lands  

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